Time is flying way too fast. That is nothing new but it is very scary, considering of the events that are going to happen in the next few weeks.
We’re 3 weeks away from Memorial Day. It so happens that it is the expected date of my son’s birth. It is getting scary because there are so many things still to be done and I feel we won’t have time to take care of everything before the birth. I have been working overtime for weeks now and I’ve been on-call this week and it has not been a quiet one either. I am not complaining that much, though. My paychecks are really nice and I know it will help when the SU will be home.
I expect things to be even harder than the first time, just because my daughter will be home and it will be hard for her to keep busy and not feel jealous because of all the attention the baby will have. The whole month of June will be tough since my Mom and nieces won’t be here until July.
Speaking of my daughter, she had her first sleepover this past weekend. Usually, when she’s not here overnight, it’s because she is abroad with her mother and I get to have a few days of freedom too but this time, the SU was in the house. It was weird not to hear my daughter’s voice at 7am or having her jump in our bed, trying to wake me up. Pretty soon, she’ll be telling me she’s going to Cancún for spring break!
I am excited about the birth but I am also scared to death. Too many questions, too many things gone wrong. I am just hoping this little boy will be healthy and strong. And most definitely, I should be getting a life for real…
Till then…
